jueves, marzo 31, 2005

Prueba...

Solo quiero su fuerza...
Creo que voy bien
Cuidense

Olvido... mentiras... suerte...

Ayer por mantencion de Blogger, no pude postear :(
Pero no me he olvidado de mi promesa. La canción va sí o sí.

Si tengo que empezar a trabajar para sacarte de mi cabeza, lo haré. Pero créeme, me dolerá más el que no podamos compartir tiempo. Con total, tu no sabes...

Ah... la canción.

Stay (Faraway, So Close)
U2

Green line, Seven Eleven
You stop in
For a pack of cigarettes
You don't smoke
Don't even want to
And now check you chance
Dressed up like a car crash
The wheels are turning
But you're upside down
You say when he hits you
You don't mind
Because when he hurts you
You feel alive
Is that what it is?

Red light, grey morning
You stumble
Out of a hole in the ground
A vampire or a victim
It depends on who's around
You used to stay in
To watch the adverts
You could lip synch
To the talk shows
And if you look
You look through me
And when you talk
It's not to me
And when I touch you
You don't feel a thing

If I could stay
Then the night would give you up
Stay
Then the day would keep its trust
Stay and the night would be enough
Faraway, so close
Up with the static and the radio
With satellite television
You can go anywhere
Miami, New Orleans
London, Belfast and Berlin
And if you listen
I can't call
And if you jump
You just might fall
And if you shout
I'll only hear you


If I could stay
Then the night would give you up
Stay
Then the day would keep its trust
Stay
With the demons you drowned
Stay
With the spirits I found
Stay
And the night would be enough

Three o'clock in the morning
It's quiet and there's no one around
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel runs to ground
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel hits to ground


Brindo sonriendo, por lo que nunca va a pasar.
Brindo aunque mi alma se haga nada y yo me vuelva un autómata.
Brindo por lo que perderé.
Brindo sonriendo, aunque mis ojos esten llenos de lagrimas negras.

martes, marzo 29, 2005

Escape... posible...

Mi manual de vida. Siempre me acompañaba en mi personal.

Sabia que escuchandolo solucionaba todos mis problemas.
Bueno... casi todos. Siempre habia un problema que jamás solucionaba: Si es que estaba vivo.


Numb
U2

Don't move, Don't talk out-a time, Don't think, Don't worry, everything's just fine. Just fine.

Don't grab, Don't clutch, Don't hope for too much, Don't breathe, Don't achieve, Don't grieve ithout leave.

Don't check, just balance on the fence, Don't answer, Don't ask, Don't try and make sense.

Don't whisper, Don't talk, Don't run if you can walk, Don't cheat, compete, Don't miss the one beat.

Don't travel by train, Don't eat, Don't spill, Don't piss in the drain, Don't make a will.

Don't fill out any forms, Don't compensate, Don't cover, Don't crawl, Don't come around late, Don't hover at the gate

Don't take it on board, Don't fall on your sword, Just play another chord, If you feel you're getting bored.

Don't change your brand, Don't listen to the band, Don't gape, Don't ape, Don't change your shape, Have another grape

Don't plead, Don't bridle, Don't shackle, Don't grind, Don't curve, Don't swerve, Don't lie, die, serve

Don't theorise, realise, polarise, Chance, dance, dismiss, apologise

Don't spy, Don't lie, Don't try, Imply, Detain, Explain, Start again

Don't triumph, Don't coax, Don't cling, Don't hoax, Don't freak, Peak, Don't leak, Don't speak

Don't project, Don't connect, Protect, Don't expect, Suggest

Don't project, Don't connect, Protect, Don't expect, Suggest

Don't struggle, Don't jerk, Don't collar, Don't work, Don't wish, Don't fish, Don't teach,Don't reach

Don't borrow, Don't break, Don't fence, Don't steal, Don't pass,Don't press ,Don't try, Don't feel

Don't touch, Don't dive, Don't suffer, Don't rhyme, Don't fantasise, Don't rise, Don't lie

Don't project, Don't connect, Protect, Don't expect, Suggest

Don't project, Don't connect, Protect, Don't expect, Suggest



Una vez logre ser así. Y de verdad, es la sensacion más vacía que uno puede lograr. Tanto asi, que no senti nada. Era como si estuviese entumecido de adentro...

Quisiera colocar dos canciones. Algo que me acuerda a cierta clase, a cierta persona.
Por qué siento eso?. Será, mañana la cancion prometida.

domingo, marzo 27, 2005

No soy el unico...

Debo despertar... no soy el único
Necesito recapacitar ... aunque siga pensando en ti... :P!
Aunque estaría feliz siendo ciego...

Staring at the Sun
U2

Summer stretching on the grass
Summer dresses pass
In the shade of a willow tree
Creeps a crawling over me
Over me and over you
Stuck together with God's glue
It's going to get stickier too

It's been a long hot summer
Let's get under cover
Don't try too hard to think
Don't think at all

I'm not the only one
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'll find
If you took a look inside
I'm not just deaf and dumb
Staring at the sun
Not the only one
Who's happy to go blind

There's an insect in your ear
If you scratch it won't disappear
It's gonna itch and burn and sting
You want to see what the scratching brings
Waves that leave me out of reach
Breaking on your back like a beach
Will we ever live in peace?

'Cause those that can't do
Often have to
And those that can't do
Often have to preach

To the ones
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'd find
If you took a look inside
Not just deaf and dumb
I'm staring at the sun
I'm not the only one
Who'd rather go blind

Intransigence is all around
Military still in town
Armour plated suits and ties
Daddy just won't say goodbye
Referee won't blow the whistle
God is good but will He listen
I'm nearly great
But there's something missing

I left it in the duty free area
But you never really belonged to me

You're not the only one
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'd find
If you stepped back inside
Not sucking on my thumb
I'm staring at the sun
I'm not the only one
Whose happy to go blind

Dias Rapidos y lentos

Mis días son variables. No pretendo explicar mucho eso. Solo se que mis días son variables
Tengo sueño y quiero dormir. Necesito dormir... necesito nuevamente un masaje.
Quiero saber si estoy vivo. O si ya morí. Tendré que esperar tanto?
Por mientras, me aprovecho de este estado de zombie para hacer poco y pensar nada.

Soy un caracol que viaja a una velocidad cercana a la luz. Mi espacio se dobla, pero mi velocidad aparente es tan lenta...

Necesito saberlo pronto. No me quiero engañar.

UNINVITED
Alanis Morrisette

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat hard telling
To watch them burn me shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.

jueves, marzo 24, 2005

No hay mucho tiempo :O

en 3 minutos mas empieza mi clases
asi que mejor una cancion con el mood de hoy: Mamon XD!

Radiohead - Thinking about you
Been thinking about you, your record's a hit
Your eyes are on my wall, your teeth are over there
But I'm still no-one, and you're not a star
What do you care?

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, and what do you care
When the other men are far, far better

All the things you got
All the things you need
Who bought you cigarettes and bribed the company
To come and see you, honey

I've been thinking about you, so how can you sleep
These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet
But they don't know what I know, and why should you care
When I'm not there

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, what do you care
When I'm not there

All the things you got, you'll never need
All the things you got, I'm planning to please you, please you

Been thinking about you...

miércoles, marzo 23, 2005

Neoaulas

Siempre me ha pasado lo mismo. Cuando quiero algo, normalmente algo falla y lo consigo de manera que me perjudica en cierta manera o sencillamente si era perfecto, no lo consigo. (Hay excepciones... como mi tarro)

Acabo de que las postulaciones a NeoAulas fueron un fiasco, ya que no quieren desarrolladores. Quieren personas que esten full-time tecnicos y, por lo tanto, no contrataran alumnos. Y, para el colmo de males de mi amigo Alfredo, los actuales de NeoAulas deberan irse :S!!!

Da rabia, no?

Bakan... no tendre trabajo... no tendre nada :S

Mejor sigo haciendo lo mismo.

Reverberacion

Eso...necesito des-reverberar mis pensamientos.
Ya rebotan mucho en mi cabeza...

No puedo dejar de pensar en ti. Mamona la wea, pero cierta.

Agradezco los comentarios (y el reto de Pandora, como siempre).
El tema de hoy es Jiboom de Steve Vai. Un tema que es gracioso y me hace acordar a Peanuts por las risas :)

martes, marzo 22, 2005

Desesperación :?

Digamos que no soy amigo del tiempo, aunque me ha hecho infinidad de favores cuando los necesité (y desde ya le estoy agradecido), pero las jugadas del último tiempo me han hecho dudar si debería estar en esta facultad, o teniendo los amigos que tengo, o pensando las estupideces que se me cruzan por mente y alma/corazon/subconciente/rellene aca con lo que le parezca mas adecuado.

Quiero soluciones ahora, pero no las tengo. Y el tiempo no hace mas que alargar mis problemas. Quisiera saber cuan mal estoy ahora. No sé ni siquiera como me siento o o el por qué me siento asi.

Digamos que amigo del tiempo no soy.

En noticias más "reales" (o como me gusta de llamar, "de contacto") La próxima semana es el cumpleaños de mi madre. Tengo algo de "platita" y quiero comprarle algo que le guste, pero no se qué comprarle :(. Sugerencias, siempre son recibidas :)
Nyah... tengo sueñito. Son las 7:49 am y no tengo nada que hacer mas que preocuparme de la U. Y no tengo grupo de estudio fijo, menos personas quienes me quieran apoyar directamente en la parte académica, excepto por Daniel. Será, tendré que buscar más gente.

Quiero un abrazo largo y tendido. Quiero un lugar "élfico" donde pueda dormir placidamente. Y ojalá con quien pienso en éste momento.

Ya... dejo de pensar en estupideces y escucho Malmsteen. Far Beyond The Sun es el tema que más me levanta el ánimo. Pero también el tema que me hace recordar mi eterna disyuntiva. ¿Por qué estudio Ingenieria y no otra carrera?

Igual me encantan los computadores, la programación y etc.
Es raro, siento que me enamoré de mi facultad...

Ya... con eso dejo de escribir... byes