viernes, abril 29, 2005

Por favor, llevame...

Lift me up, please...

Lift me Up
Moby

Blind talking (blind talking)
Take us so far (take us so far)
Broken down cars (broken down cars)
Like stronger old stars (like stronger old stars)

Blind talking (blind talking)
Served us so well (served us so well)
Travelled trough hell (travelled trough hell)
We know how it felt (we know how it felt)

Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba
Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba

Blind talking (blind talking)
Making us cold (making us cold)
So strong out and cold (so strong out and cold)
Feeling so old (feeling so old)

Blind talking (blind talking)
Has ruined us now (has ruined us now)
You never know how (you never know how)
Sweeter then tough (sweeter then tough)

Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba
Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba

Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba
Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba

Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba
Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba

Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba
Lift me up, lift me up
Aiah Nouwamba

Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la
Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la

Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la
Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la

Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la
Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la

Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la
Lift me up, lift me up
Ohla la la la


Por favor...

jueves, abril 28, 2005

Plastico...

Me enamore de alguien falso... como un arbol de plastico

Fake Plastic Trees
Radiohead

Her Green plastic watering can
For her fake chinese rubber plant
In fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans.
Just to get rid of itself.
And It Wears Her Out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out.

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns.
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins.
And It Wears Him Out, it wears him out
It wears him out, it wears him out.

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My Fake Plastic Love.
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And It Wears Me Out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out.

And if I could BE who you wanted
If I could BE who you wanted,
All the time, all the time, ohhh... ohh...


Volver a lo que fui antes? o antes que eso?

lunes, abril 25, 2005

Deseo...

Sólo deseo esto...

Call me, Call me
Yoko Kanno & Steve Conte

I close my eyes and I keep seeing things
Rainbow waterfalls
sunny liquid dream

Confusion creeps inside me raining doubt
Gotta get to you
But I don't know how

Call me, Call me
Let me know it's alright
Call me, call me
Don't you think it's 'bout time
Please won't you call and

Ease my mind
Reasons for me to find you
Peace of mind
What can I do
to get me to you

I had your number quite some time ago
Back when we were one
But I had to grow

Ten thousand years I've searched it seems and now
Gotta get to you
Won't you tell me how

Call me, Call me
Let me know you are there
Call me, call me
I wanna know you still care
Come on now won't you

Ease my mind
Reasons for me to find you
Peace of mind
What can I do
to get me to you

Ease my mind
Reasons for me to find you
Peace of mind
Reasons for living my life
Ease my mind
Reasons for me to know you
Peace of mind
what can I do
to get me to you


Me llamarás?

jueves, abril 21, 2005

A decir verdad...

No... no creo estar tan mal...
o si?
Bueh, al menos no he pensado mucho...

In spite of
Saybia

I ain’t as beautiful as you
I ain’t as beautiful as you
In spite of the fact
That I ain’t noticed in a crowd
I know it ain’t all bad
I know that ain’t all bad
If I look the right direction

In my mind
In the castle where I am the king
I will build up my arms
Until I cross my borders to conquer the world
On my one way crusade

I ain’t as clever as I seem
I ain’t as clever as I seem
In spite of the fact
That I am learning every day
I know it ain’t all bad
I know that ain’t all bad
If I look the right direction

In my mind
In the castle where I am the king
I will build up my arms
Until I cross my borders to conquer the world
On my one way crusade

I say

I ain’t as beautiful as you
I ain’t as beautiful as you
But I may return though
To see the beauty of it all
I know it ain’t all bad
I know that ain’t all bad
If I look the right direction

In my mind
In the castle where I am the king
I will build up my arms
Until I cross my borders to conquer the world
On my one way crusade

I say

This ain’t always bad


No... no soy tan hermoso como tu....

miércoles, abril 20, 2005

Mentiras

Si... hay mentiras
Pero las que dan mas rabia son las que te dan falsa fe

Pyramid Song
Radiohead

I jumped in the river and what did I see?
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
All the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt

I jumped into the river
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
And all the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt


De verdad no hay nada que temer ni nada que dudar

lunes, abril 18, 2005

Mas alla del Sol

No se por donde empezar. Sólo se que estoy en una eterna lucha, donde me desespero por gritar de rabia, de dolor, de perdida, de alegría, de excitación. Donde también me rio, lloro, canto, bailo, respiro y muero. Pero estoy teniendo problemas, de los mas grandes. Se me está olvidando reir, llorar, cantar, bailar, respirar. Ya no estoy sintiendo la rabia, el dolor, la perdida, la alegría o la excitación. Mi alma se esta vaciando, no tengo nada que reflejar en mis ojos, ni en mis movimientos. No encuentro los viejos y pequeños motivos de sonreir que tenia antes y me pierdo entre la gente, los movimientos, el querer.

Pero aun así no dejaré de luchar. No puedo dejar de luchar por mi vida, pues sino nadie querrá luchar por ella. Y necesito su ayuda en todo, completamente en todo. Quiero aprender a reir, a llorar, a cantar, a bailar y a respirar. Quiero aprender nuevamente a vivir...

Por eso me dedico el titulo. "Far Beyond the Sun" están nuestras espectativas, pero lo que realmente necesitamos está aca... y debemos luchar por eso.

Far Beyond the Sun
Yngwie Malmsteen

domingo, abril 17, 2005

Invierno

Si... aun siento el invierno dentro de mi...
Quiero que se acabe...


Checkan Winter
Prophecy

viernes, abril 15, 2005

En lo posible...

Busco algo que haga lo contrario :O
The Drugs don't work
The Verve

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

But I know I'm on a losing streak
'Cause I passed down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again

I'm never going down, I'm never coming down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
I'm never coming down, I'm never going down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more

martes, abril 12, 2005

No...

Ustedes no lo van a entender.

Medication
Garbage

I don't need an education
I learnt all I need from you
They've got me on some medication
My point of balance was askew
It keeps my temperature from rising
My blood is pumping through my veins

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else

I wear myself out in the morning
You're asleep when I get home
Please don't call me self defending
You know it cuts me to the bone
And it's really not surprising
I hold a force I can't contain

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else

And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me
And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
I've got to make a point these days
To extricate myself

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else

And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me
And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me
Somehow you lay the blame on me
Somehow you lay the blame on me

Beautiful Day

Lo mejor del dia? Cantar contigo esa cancion...

Beautiful Day
U2

The heart is a bloom
Shoots up through the stony ground
There's no room
No space to rent in this town

You're out of luck
And the reason that you had to care
The traffic is stuck
And you're not moving anywhere

You thought you'd found a friend
To take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand
In return for grace

It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away

You're on the road
But you've got no destination
You're in the mud
In the maze of her imagination

You love this town
Even if that doesn't ring true
You've been all over
And it's been all over you

It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
It's a beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

See the world in green and blue
See China right in front of you
See the canyons broken by cloud
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out
See the Bedouin fires at night
See the oil fields at first light
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colors came out

It was a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
Beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Reach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow
What you don't have you don't need it now
Don't need it now
Was a beautiful day

lunes, abril 11, 2005

Me estoy quedando vacio...

Poco me mueve.
Muy poco me satisface.
Casi infimo es lo que quiero
Nada es lo que estoy empezando a sentir

A punto de convertirme en un zombie

Die to Live
Steve Vai


Ayuda?

domingo, abril 10, 2005

En la casa del Seba...

Quien lo creeria, no?
Da lo mismo ya... al menos me divierto y pienso menos weas y me preocupo por otras cosas.

Aun no termino la tarea >_+!

Stuck in a moment (You can't get out of)
U2

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard

I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing

I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep

I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass


Bueh... no todo el tiempo pienso en leseras :O

viernes, abril 08, 2005

Soñar

Ok... Soñar que uno muere es raro, pero normal...
Querer matarse es raro pero normal dentro de todo.
Pero soñar despierto que uno muere? :-?

Creo que necesito música. Al menos acompaña mi corazón.

In this World
Moby

Lordy don't leave me
All by myself

Good time's the devil
I'm a force of heaven

Lordy don't leave me
All by myself

So many time's I'm down
Down down

With the ground

Lordy don't leave me
All by myself

Whoa, in this world

Lordy don't leave me
All by myself


Quiero, como en el video de esta canción, ser como ese extraterrestre... y jamás perder las esperanzas.
Pd: Soy Músico frustrado... no se los dije?

Te estas perdiendo

Y no quiero que eso pase

Sunday (The day before my birthday)
Moby

Sunday was a bright day yesterday
Dark cloud has come into the way

They sing to the darkest night
Long before

Why can't I face it
Am I too blind to see
Why did he go
Why did he leave me

Sunday was a bright day yesterday
Dark cloud has come into the way

Oo-oo-oo-oo-oooo
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la

Why can't I face it
Am I too blind to see
Why did he go
Why did he leave me

Sunday was a bright day yesterday
Dark cloud has come into the way

Oo-oo-oo-oo-oooo
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la


Quiero dormir para siempre al ritmo de esa cancion...

PD:Es primera vez que te veo que me haces ese smile... por qué?

martes, abril 05, 2005

Esperanzas...

Hola, soy un cronopio. No creo que falte presentarme mucho.
De hecho, no me pueden conocer por un puñado de palabras... conozcanme hablando conmigo, viendome tocar algun instrumento musical, bailarle a la nada e invitar a mis amigos. Sí... mi vida es casi como un capítulo de Ally McBeal... y a veces mas irrisorio.

Sin embargo, no me gustan las esperanzas. Me llenan el corazón de un vacio, me dan falsas energías y después termino ahogado en mis lágrimas. Pero no puedo negar que gracias a ellas, es que estoy sonriendo.

Tenerte tan cerca me hace tan feliz... Pero aun es tan lejos...

Amoris Poemata Viginti 15
Pablo Neruda

Tacens mihi places quia es tamquam absens,
Et me audis longinque et non te tangit vox mea,
Oculi tibi volavisse videntur,
Et basium videtur os claudere tuum.

Tamquam omnia quae anima mea sunt plena,
anima mea plena e rebus emergis
Somnii papilio, animae meae similis es,
Similis verbo melancholiae es.

Tacens mihi places et es tamquam distans,
Et quasi quaerulans es, papilio in blanditia,
Et me audis longinque et te vox non assequitur mea:
Licitum mihi sit tuo silentio tacere.

Concede mihi etiam silentio tuo loquis
Tamquam lampas claro, tamquam anulus simplis,
Es tamquam nox tacens et stellis plena,
Stella est silentium tuum, tam longinquus et purus.

Tacens mihi places quia es tamquam absens
Distans et dolens tamquam si mortua fuisses.
Unum tunc verbum, unus tantum risus sufficient,
Et laetus, laetus sum id verum non esse.


Quisiera tenerte por siempre conmigo...

Agua

Qué más claro que el agua?
Qué más fuerte que el agua?
Qué más puro que el agua?


Agua
Miranda!

A veces sabes bien lo que haces
y otras veces me dañas.
Damos vueltas, no nos escuchamos,
Ignorás, ignorás como me callo
Lleno mi panza de palabras
que no te diría jamás.

Agua clara bajo el puente
y en el puente vos y yo
enturbiando nuestras almas
complicándonos los dos
Quisiera llevarme algo
siempre pienso que hoy es la última vez
siempre es la última vez.

No me apasiona tu desprocupacion por mí
nunca comprendo porque me tratas así
esta vez te diré, recapacitaré,
voy a buscar a mi silencio
y en tus ojos ciegos.

Agua clara bajo el puente
y en el puente vos y yo
enturbiando nuestras almas
complicandonos los dos
Quisiera llevarme algo
siempre pienso que hoy es la última vez
siempre es la última vez.

Quizás sea por eso,
que cada vez que te veo y me ves
me tenés, a tus pies.
Cuando no me acuerdo
vos siempre te me apareces
y despues te vas.

Como aquella tarde en tu habitación
cuando ibamos a hacer el amor
te llamaron por teléfono y te fuiste
y ni siquiera mentiste

A veces te pasa,
me dejaste solo en tu propia casa
con tu mucama y con un video
esto no lo creo no.

Agua clara bajo el puente
y en el puente vos y yo
enturbiando nuestras almas
complicandonos los dos
Quisiera llevarme algo
siempre pienso que hoy es la última vez
siempre es la última vez
siempre es la última vez.


Qué más necesitado que el agua?
Empiezo a necesitarla...

lunes, abril 04, 2005

Mente en blanco

Nada que escribir en este momento...
prefiero que la modorra me deje llevar.

Portishead
Strangers

Ohh ...
Can anybody see the light,
Where the morn meets the dew,
And the tide rises,
Did you realise no one can see inside your view,
Did you realise forwhy this sight belongs to you.

Ohh ...,
Just set aside your fears of life,
With the sole desire

Done it warning,
Done in now,
This ain't real,
On in this side,

Done it warning,
Done in now,
This ain't real,
On in this side,

Done it warning,
Done in now,
This ain't real,

Done it warning,
Done in now,
This ain't real,
On in this side,

Ohh ...,
Oh can anybody see the light,
Where the morn meets the dew,
And the tide rises,
Did you realise no one can see inside your view
Did you realise, forwhy this sight belongs to you.

sábado, abril 02, 2005

Mi caja de gloria

Es sorprendente cuanta envidia puede sentir uno. El saber que alrededor se forman parejas, se quieren, son totalmente dulces... y uno: bien, gracias y mandaré fruta. Qué quieren que les diga?. Obvio que me alegro por esas parejas, pero me parece tan lejano para mi. El verlos disfrutar me hace sentir bien por ellos y mal por mi.

Por eso estoy tan cansado...

Glory Box
Portishead

I'm so tired, of playing
Playing with this bow and arrow
Gonna give my heart away
Leave it to the other girls to play
For I've been a temptress too long

Just...

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be ee, a woman
I just wanna be a woman

From this time, unchained
We're all looking at a different picture
Thru this new frame of mind
A thousand flowers could bloom
Move over, and give us some room

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be ee, a woman
I just wanna be a woman

So don't you stop, being a man
Just take a little look from our side when you can
Sow a little tenderness
No matter if you cry

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be ee, a woman
Its all I wanna be is all woman

For this is the beginning of forever and ever

Its time to move over... ...
Coz' it's all I wanna be...

I'm so tired, of playing
Playing with this bow and arrow
Gonna give my heart away
Leave it to the other girls to play
For I've been a temptress too long

Just. .

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be...

Ayer, Hoy, Mañana, Nunca

Sigo con el buen animo. Pero hay cosas que me bloquean.

El profe de Taichi me detecto una Neuralgia X_x!!!Asi que hasta me tuvo que hacer acupuntura (y NO es chiste)

Ayer era April's Fool. Y mi corazón se sintio asi todo el dia, engañado. Cosas que empiezan a desaparecer de mi vista y esperanzas que se retiran. No tengo como moverme... no sé como avanzar.
Hoy, no tengo esperanzas para el dia. Pero si fe. El niño interior vuelve a salir. Me siento un cabro chico y no me importa lo que venga en el día, pero si que lo aprovecharé.
Mañana... mañana será un día de hablar
Nunca? Nunca? no quiero pensar en eso, pero debo considerarlo. Total, es una posibilidad.



U2
Please

So you never knew love
Until you crossed the line of grace.
And you never felt wanted
Till you'd someone slap your face.
So you never felt alive
Until you'd almost wasted away.

You had to win, you couldn't just pass
The smartest ass at the top of the class
Your flying colours, your family tree
And all your lessons in history.

Please, please, please
Get up off your knees.
Please, please, please, please, oh yeah.

And you never knew how low you'd stoop
To make that call
And you never knew what was on the ground
Till they made you crawl.
So you never knew that the heaven
You keep you stole.

Your Catholic blues, your convent shoes,
Your stick-on tattoos now they're making the news
Your holy war, your northern star
Your sermon on the mount from the boot of your car.

Please, please, please
Get up off your knees.
Please, please, please
Leave me out of this, please.

So love is hard
And love is tough
But love is not
What you're thinking of.

September, streets capsizing
Spilling over down the drains
Shard of glass, splinters like rain
But you could only feel your own pain.

October, talk getting nowhere.
November, December; remember
We just started again.

Please, please, please
Get up off your knees, yeah.
Please, please, please, please, ah.

So love is big
Is bigger than us.
But love is not
What you're thinking of.
It's what lovers deal
It's what lovers steal
You know I've found it
Hard to receive
'Cause you, my love
I could never believe.


Porque mi corazón me lo pide...

viernes, abril 01, 2005

Join to my Smile

Me fue bien en el control :)
Es una alegria pasajera eso si. Nada mas por se se vienen mas controles XD!
Pero por mientras la disfruto.

Wandering Star
Portishead

Please could you stay awhile to share my grief
For its such a lovely day
To have to always feel this way
And the time that I will suffer less
Is when I never have to wake

Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever
Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever

... Those who have seen the needles eye, now tread
Like a husk, from which all that was, now has fled
And the masks, that the monsters wear
To feed, upon their prey

Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever
Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever

(always) doubled up inside
Take awhile to shed my grief
(always) doubled up inside
Taunted, cruel.... ...

Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever
Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever


No...no dejo de pensar en ti... pero al menos es un alivio un peso menos de alrededor :)